The Only Way Is Essex - New TV obsession...

The Brits answer to The Hills...




This show is amazing... I love the british lifestyle and this show is addicting!
This is part 1 of the first episode!

Fave Song of the Moment: Fit But You Know It

(Lyrics)

[intro]

Excuse me girl

I know it's a bit embarrassing but

I just noticed some tan lines

On your shirt

See I reckon you're about an 8 or a 9,

Maybe even 9 and a half in four beers time.

That blue top shop top you've got on IS nice,

Bit too much fake tan though - but yeah you score high.

But there's just one little thing that really really,

Really really annoying me about you you see,

Yeah yeah like I said you are really fit

But my gosh don't you just know it

I'm not trying to pull you

Even though I would like to

I think you are really fit

You're fit But my gosh don't you know it

So when I looked at you standing there with your hoard,

I was waiting in the queue looking at the board

Wondering whether to have a Burger or chips

Or what the shrapnel in my back pocket could afford

When I noticed out the corner of my eye

Looking toward my direction

Your eyes locked onto my course

I couldn't concentrate on what I wanted to order,

Which cost me my place in the queue I waited for YEAH

I'm not trying to pull you

Even though I would like to

I think you are really fit

You're fit but my gosh don't you know it

Whoa! Leave it out

Are you smoking crack or something?

Leave it Out

Mike just leave it just leave it

We cannot have that behaviour in this establishment

S'not worth it mike, just leave it

Don't Touch Me, S'not Worth It

Don't Touch Me, D, Look I'm Alright

Don't Touch me

For a while there I was thinking - yeah but what if?

Picturing myself pulling with bare white hot wit

Snaring you as you were standing there opposite

Whether or not you knew it I swear you didn't tick

And when that bloke in the white behind us lot queuing

Was clocking onto you too yeah I had to admit

That yeah yeah you are fit,

And yeah I do want it,

But I stop sharking for a minute to get chips and drinks

I'm not trying to pull you

Even though I would like to

I think you are really fit

You're fit But my gosh don't you know it

Now, I bashed my head hard earlier choosing a brew.

But I am digressing slightly so I'll continue.

I didn't want to bowl over all geezer and rude,

Not rude like good but just rude like uncouth,

You girls think you can just flirt and it comes to you,

But let me tell you, see, yes, yes, but you are really rude,

And rude as in good, I knew this as you stood and queued,

But I just did not want to give the satisfaction to you!

I'm not trying to pull you

Even though I would like to

I think you are really fit

You're fit But my gosh don't you know it

Oy, just as you started to make your big advance

With the milkshake and that little donut in hand

I was like nah, I can't, even though you look grand

But you look sharp there smiling hard suggesting and

Gleaming away with your hearty hearty looking tan

But I admit the next bit was spanner to my plan

You walked towards my path but just brushed right past

And into the arms of that fucking white shirted man

I'm not trying to pull you

Even though I would like to

I think you are really fit

You're fit But my gosh don't you know it

What do I give a fuck.. I've got a girlfirend anyway

(whoa, we've all had a drink mate)

We're all a bit drunk, yeah we've had a few fair play

I got this stella I bombed from that last café

This nights not even begun, yes yes oh yay

I did fancy you a bit though yeah I must say

I would rather I hadn't mugged myself on display

But this is just another case of female stopping play

On otherwise a total result of a holiday

I'm not trying to pull you

Even though I would like to

I think you are really fit

You're fit But my gosh don't you know it

[outro]

Ha ha huh huh huh

You're fit but you know it

You're fit but you know it

You're fit but you know it

I think I'm going to fall over

I think I'm going to fall

Fucking hell

HAIR!

Getting my hair done at the end of the month.... these are the ideas I am coming up with...

Length:
24" Extensions...I miss mine, and after seeing Makeupbymel's hair...it's time to get back into it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

LOVE THE LENGTH!

Colour:
I was looking through the Victoria's Secret catalogue the other day and came across a photo of adriana lima and i absolutely loved the colour she had going on...

LOVE HER!

Christmas Wish List

That time of the year is coming and this is what I'm lusting after...

Michael Kors Two toned watch Crystal and Rose

Urban Decay Naked Palette

Gucci Guilty Perfume

Taylor Swift Concert Ticks (not on Sale yet...)

Last but certainly not least, Louise Vuitton Speedy 35.

Mean - Taylor Swift

"Mean"

You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like a nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You picking on the weaker man

Well you can take me down with just one single blow
but you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
Cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean

All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean, yeah yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean, yeah yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

Pre Soup Diet Blog

AHOY!
I apologize for neglecting you blog. I have been busy working and stuff.
Today and Yesterday I have been sick! Cold and Sore throat. Im stressing cause i have missed 2 days of work...which isn't good.
I am going to Jamaica on the 25th, thank god cause i need a vacation! Me and  my bestie are going for a week! Relaxation in the sun! WOOO!
What else....hmm.. I saw Eat, Pray, Love and it made me want a change in my life.... that news is coming later though.

SO! SOUP DIET STARTS TOMORROW!

Apparently you can lose up to 17 pounds in one week if you follow it exactly! Which is exactly what I plan on doing! I need to lose a few for sure! If i see results i will do it every week, taking 2 days off at a time, for the rest of the year... why not right?

*sigh* im so stuffy and congested...i just wanted to document my soup diet!
Hopefully i feel better tomorrow!

Tk maxxxxxxxxxxx

I recently fell in love with a little website called TK Maxx....
This is what I got... (well what my boyfriend so generously got me)

Mischa Barton Slouched Shoulder Bag

Criminal Damage Skull Emblazoned Hoodie

Betsey Johnson Shades

Betsey Johnson "Look at Me" Tote

Burfday

So my birthday has recently passed (okay so maybe it was a month ago), I'm just getting around to posting this now.


My boyfriend surprised me!
 I was pretty excited when I got a package in the mail from the United Kingdom...my boyfriend is the best! 
This is what he got me:

A Pretty Bench Watch 
A Green 5th Generation iPod Nano
and Katie Price's new novel!

Thanks boyfriend!

Just a Couple things...

1. Are you a meticulous planner?

YES! I need to plan every detail of every little thing that I do. I can be spontaneous though. But when it comes to trips or special occasions I am a planner

2. Do you wear make up and if so how much and how often?

I wear makeup EVERY day. Sometimes not to work. But I put makeup on everyday! What I wear... MAC Face and Body Foundation, Cover Girl Mineral Bronzer, Dior Show Liquid Liner, DiorShow Mascara...thats just a basic everyday makeup!

3. What, if anything, do you wear to bed?

A nighty...or just my shorts and tank top. 

4. Look over your right shoulder, what do you see?

My DVD stand

5. If you had to take a random item to an interview to describe you, what would it be?

My makeup bag! (with all my makeup in it of course!)

6. What film would you like to have a starring role in?

Anything with Robert Pattinson where we have a love story together!

7. Jimmy Stewart or Carey Grant?

Carey Grant in his hayday! but really Clark Gable if i had to pick someone from that era

8.  Do you swear in front of your children?

I don't have children. But I would definitely TRY not to swear around them, last thing you want is your child repeating your bad words.

9. Do you knit or sew or do any other “womanly” craft?

I don't knit or sew. I do cook and do laundry however...

10. Twitter or Facebook?

Facebook!

Canada Day and some sad news

Today is Canada Day, so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANADA! My best friend, Sommer, and I are going to watch the fireworks up in Port Perry tonight, they are supposed to be the best up there! I will make a video and post it under here tomorrow to show you guys the amazing fireworks! :) 

In other news, this morning I logged onto Facebook, doing my usual thing, and I noticed a friend of mines facebook status. It was about the loss of one of her best friends, Kaleigh.  I have known Kaleigh since we were young too, but only because we had danced at the same dance studio and more recently, because we worked together, we actually started on the same day.  I was shocked to read this news! Kaleigh was only 23 years old, a year older than I am! Makes you really think about life and how it can be here one day and gone tomorrow. I myself, am mourning her death, i'm sure i don't feel the same sadness as her friends, but she was a girl who was full of life and happiness and had a great attitude. People were naturally drawn to her spirit, I could see that from a far.  So, to all of Kaleighs friends and family, I am so sorry for your loss! 

And to all of you people, make sure you appreciate the people who are here today, your family and your friends, you dont't know what tomorrow brings.

30 Day Challenge: Day 08 - A photo that makes you angry/sad

Pacino.

RIP 

August 2004 - June 2010

Pacino was my first ever cat. My ex bf ended up keeping him when we broke up. And a couple weeks ago he passed away. He was the most amazing cat ever. He knew what you were feeling...he got me through a lot of stuff.

30 day Challenge: Day 07 - A photo that makes you happy

My boyfriend and I, one of the first pictures we ever took together!

30 day Challenge: Day 06 - Whatever tickles your fancy...

My Boyfriend

Todays topic was "Whatever tickles your fancy..." and so I decided to talk about my boyfriend!

His name is Brian, he is 22, he is from Glasgow, Scotland, and he is the best boyfriend ever!

Right now, Brian ( I will refer to him as B from now on, since that is what I call him) is home in Scotland until the end of August, which really sucks and I miss him so much.  He is the most caring, understanding, sweet, kind hearted person I have ever met, and I love him very much!

30 day Challenge: Day 05 - Your favourite quote (too catch up!!)

My favourite quote(s) are all by Marilyn Monroe...

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."


and


" A wise girl kisses, but doesn't fall in love, listens but doesn't believes and leaves before she is left."

30 day Challenge: Day 04 - Your favourite book

My favourite book was A Thousand Splendid Suns.. was an amzinggggg read!
Changed my outlook compeltely!

30 day Challenge: Day 03 - Your favourite TV program

my favourtie tv show also changes seasonally.

although, i think Sex and the city never gets old....

30 day Challenge: Day 02 - Your favourite movie

My favourite movie is.....

Gone With The Wind

I think it says a lot about me. I am a romantic and I always try and get what I want! Scarlett and Rhett are the Iconic movie couple and this movie is a must see...i've seen it 50+ times.

I couldn't leave this one out, as it is a big time favourite of mine, i've seen it over 1000 times I SWEAR! i know every word....

Pretty Woman.

Im exhausted! You'll hear from me tomorrow..

30 Day Challenge: DAY ONE: Your Favouite Song

My Favourite Song....

This is very difficult for me because I love so many different songs, and my favourite song changes week to week. But if I had a favourite song of all time would be The Taste of Ink, by the used... they are amazing

Geo Contact Lenses

So I ordered these Geo Lenses from www.torontocirclelens.blogspot.com!
They are the Nudy Blue series. They were only $25 and I received within A DAY!!! Very happy with the results they give me as well! They look awesome

“If my mind can conceive it, and my heart can believe it, I know I can achieve it.”

Guess what?

I got a promotion at work!

I am super excited! I just started my training for it today and it goes all the way until Friday and then I do active training for the next three weeks.  This is so perfect for me right now! 

I just started this job about 6 weeks ago (almost) and I have already been promoted! I think it says a lot, if you work hard, you will get recognition for it! 

Just wanted to brag a little :P

In other news, the boyfriend is going back home to Scotland in only 4 whole days :( SUCKS so much!  But i'm just going to try and keep myself busy, with work, with working out, with friends, I am trying to book up all my days off so I barely notice that he's gone...it's going to be rough! I have the best boyfriend in the world and I love spending time with him, and I will only be able to do the skype calls with him for 3 months! Thank god for webcams! So for his going away party, we are going to have some family and friends over, have a barbecue and just enjoy each others company.

I've formally decided to start my diet on July 2nd, that's a friday! I am really excited to start this chapter in my life! 

What do you guys do to prepare for a diet? Comment below!

allow me to introduce myself

Hello All! and Thanks for stopping by and giving my page a read!
My name is Natasha. I'm 21. And I love myself. I suppose not as much as I could. I struggle with some issues about myself and that's why I created this blog. I know, from doing some extensive research, that there are a lot of girls out there just like me! Girls who have been struggling with their weight since they were kids, but have still maintained their confidence. I have been called "fat" most of my life. It gave me pretty thick skin hearing it. As an adult, I believe people say things like that about other people because they have insecurities about themselves. I can't say I've never uttered a bad thing about anyone, I am human, and like i've already said, I have insecurities about myself.

One thing you should know about me, I am a procrastinator. I have been procrastinating about my weight loss so much! For the past 4 years probably! I started to take SOME action, about a year and a half ago, when I left my ex boyfriend. I was 280 pounds! I was disgusted with myself! For the first time I had to shop at plus size stores, and I would never wear jeans.  So, in February 2009 I went on a trip to Scotland, and stayed with a guy I was dating and some of his friends (who I now consider great pals), I didn't realize it at the time, but I was losing so much weight! The guy I was seeing ate very well for the most part, and we walked several times a day. In May 2009 I came home and everyone kept telling me how great I am looking, how I look like i lost so much weight, and it didn't really occur to me that I may have lost some weight while on Holiday. Then on Mother's day I saw my oldest brother, Jeff, who commented on  my weight and said "you've lost A LOT of weight in only 3 months" then I started believing it. I got on a scale that night and sure enough I had lost a good amount of weight! I had lost 30 pounds! I was so happy! That gave me so much motivation! For about 20 minutes. I am the kind of person that plans on what I am going to do to lose weight. I wrote out what I was going to eat and how much I was going to exercise. I followed with my eating plan, no carbs, high protein diet, and saw results. I was pretty pleased with myself, but I wasn't exercising, which has always been a problem for me.

Now, we are in June 2010, I have an amazing boyfriend in my life and I weigh more than i'd like. I carry my weight well but it bothers me. And I am REALLY ready to make a big change in my life. My boyfriend and family could care less about how much I weigh, but for me I just want to be able to feel that extra confidence about myself and I want to feel healthy! That's the most important thing!

The Plan
My best friend and I are joining Weight Watchers at the start of July! Weight Watchers worked for me when I was younger, I consistently lost 6-10 pounds a week. I am also going to work out at the gym, at my work! Which is so convenient! People always say go to a gym close to home or close to work, your more likely to go! Which I think will serve true. I am excited to start this new chapter in my life. I am shooting for 10 pounds a month, that's about 3 pounds per week, which is going to be a lot of work, especially for the summer! But I intend on sticking with it! And maybe next summer i'll be at my super goal of 150 and be able to sport a cute little bikkini.

If you are reading this, leave me a comment and let me know about anything you've had to deal with in regards to weight loss, struggles, success, whats worked for you.

Also...
 I plan on rewarding myself every 10 pounds. I need to find something to reward myself with, and I will post it.